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I AM GOING TO BE A LONER GODDAMMIT

Fri Aug 7, 2009, 6:36 AM
  • Mood: Uneasy
  • Listening to: Weightless by All Time Low
  • Reading: roleplays on tegakie~
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OH EM GEEEEEEEE wtf. school's starting soon! AND I DON'T LIKE THE IDEA OF HAVING IT AROUND. :| WHY? because i moved while i was dead on here and now i have no friends at all where i live! well, ONE friend is going to my school. HIS friends are utter ASSHOLES and he possibly likes me, which is really awkward, so idk what i'm gonna do. i'm pretty sure i'm gonna walk into the school bus at the beginning of the day thinking i'm gonna make friends, then i walk off of the school bus at the end of the day telling myself I WAS WRONG. you know how DIFFERENT i am from this city? anyone can tell me that. my math and language arts tutor (idk why i have a tutor rly.) COULD TELL i wasn't from the city. like HOLY MOTHER FUCKING SHIT! is it THAT noticeable? A FUCKIN' POLICEMEN didn't think we were from the city >.< yesterday i was downtown crossing the street to get to my new piano class and guess what? got stares from some people driving around. there were other people to stare at, but they decided to stare at us. we dress very different from people in this city, and our haircuts are really different. our personalities are a lot...friendlier i guess? idk, but the people around here seem like utter bitches. i was at tutoring class wednesday and you know what? i did a movement that was very common at my school when we were describing something, and APPARENTLY it's what gang members do. WHAT? really? wow, obviously not having gangs in my old city made it more open for us to do weird movements when we talked. so now i have to learn to stop doing those hand/arm movements or else people are gonna think i'm in a gang. i don't even LOOK like i could be in a gang like SERIOUSLY. i'm a very fobby white girl. i don't think i'm qualified to be a "gangstah."

...am i just boring you guys with my complaining? is this even worth complaining about? i think i completely strayed from the original subject. i think i do that a lot when there are things related to what i'm saying that i want to talk about. people in my dreams even randomly talk about crap like i'm doing right now and then randomly go back to it. i think i'll do that now.

ok, so being a very fobby white girl, i usually only hang wit da AZNS. no, really, i CANNOT get along with other white people at my schools. their too bitchy and talk behind my back ALL THE FUCKIN' TIME. they don't even know me! and the thing is, i had actually wanted to be their friend a few years ago. :| GOD I AM SO RANDOM. but yeah, since i'm so used to hangin' wit da AZNS, this is gonna be hard. the majority of my old school (~70%) were asian, and now my new school only has a small portion (7%) of asians. NOOOOOOOOOOO THE AZN KIDS FILLED MY DAILY NEED FOR AZN STUFF. LMAO. and now the majority are white, so i'm gonna have a hella hard time making friends, or at least opening up to them. i'm a really good friend, but people overuse me, and then i'm rendered uselless, so i'm thrown away. it's happened all my life and i want it to stop. i don't want to give up on life just because everyone has thrown me out after overusing me. i am so worn out, and i don't want this school to do what my elementary school did to me. the first year of middle school in my old city was amazing. so many new friends, and they all cared for me, and no one was overused or overusing anyone! but now i can't be apart of that friendly community who would try to get you to be their friend the day you came to the school. no. i'm stuck in a community where people don't generally like new people and won't try to be your friend. what am i supposed to do now? how do i make friends with people that most likely won't even like me for how different in personality and style i am from them?

god, sorry again for my lame complaining. you probably don't even care, but if you read it all, well thanks :) really want some advice. the thing is i don't want to become like the people in this city because in 2 years i'm moving back to my old city (YAAAAY~ hopefully my BFF that moved to japan will move back by sophomore year like she said she would~)
but yeah, advice on how to make friends? i'm probably more likely to just sit there drawing than actually try to make friends, but still! i want help D:

...i'll probably delete this later

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*Darqx Oct 9, 2009, 7:17:39 PM
:icontnxmanfav::icontnxmanfav2::icontnxmanfav3: (the mass fave lol) Mehicana!

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~witchigirl Oct 5, 2009, 7:54:09 AM
Thank you for :+fav: my artwork. due to personal conditions i had to remove the work you added. therefore my apologies.

my thanks go out to everyone who supported me in the past by :+fav: my work.

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~Tanize Oct 4, 2009, 12:12:50 PM
Heeey, thanks alot for the faves! :hug:

Hope you're doing all right in that new city of yours. [;
/Reading your journal in passing.

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*DemonMathiel Sep 28, 2009, 12:59:13 PM
Thank you for the :+fav: :fuzzydemon:

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~lifetakestime Sep 28, 2009, 9:20:07 AM
Hey thanks for all the favs+watch~
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~narutoandpokemon12 Aug 14, 2009, 7:54:29 PM
hai old friend remember me from your :iconkittygirlxd: account? <:3 i missed you

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=Chihuahua-Yip Aug 10, 2009, 12:32:54 PM
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Thank you for the favorite on my Cupcake Flood! I hope you stop by again, and continue to enjoy my new works!

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~smd-ju-ki Aug 8, 2009, 5:26:38 AM
I got 5012 pageviews!!
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~kiliphe Aug 6, 2009, 10:12:51 AM
Thanks so much for the +fav! <333
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~Ootarou Aug 5, 2009, 3:26:36 PM
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thanks for the watch!
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~skylat Aug 5, 2009, 2:53:52 PM
Thanks for the waaatch!!:heart:
I'll be stalking you too here >:)

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~vulgarismx Aug 3, 2009, 8:39:02 PM
Thank you for the fave,
& for making me LAWL with
the Ruki Scooters.

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~SapphireRhythm Aug 3, 2009, 12:51:48 AM
Thank you for the fav >w<

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*elcabal Aug 2, 2009, 11:13:16 AM
Thanks for the watch, darlin! <3

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Mood: Love ~TheSealedVoid Aug 1, 2009, 5:53:23 PM
AH MEHI~
Thanks for the watch.

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~FallenDirge Jul 21, 2009, 1:31:12 AM
thank you for the fav :3
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~vaan123 Jul 20, 2009, 9:21:58 PM
ty 4 the fav

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~Kuyuru Jun 6, 2009, 1:47:12 PM
Omg I love your avvie!

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~PomSpom Mar 30, 2009, 1:25:08 AM
-RUNS- THANKS FOR THE WATCHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH WEEEE~~~

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~NaienEmi Mar 23, 2009, 6:35:03 AM
nice pictures i see your a big fan of the gazette and alice nine:D i got rukis autograph from one of their concerts

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~BetaNyu Feb 26, 2009, 6:52:34 AM
Thank you for the :+fav:! (^__^)/ ♥
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~xxCafekko Feb 17, 2009, 8:13:07 PM
thanks for the fav!

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~applesareblue Feb 15, 2009, 9:05:35 PM
THANKS FOR THE FAV~
Miyavi wins.

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~Gusiest Feb 13, 2009, 8:16:13 PM
:D visual power <3

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~Ito6 Feb 8, 2009, 12:48:47 PM
Thank you so much for the fav! <3
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